What I hate the most I when people act like they care when you know they couldn’t care less.

Why can’t I stop crying though?

I can’t just not be boring..? This is my life. I thought it had twists and turns, but they’re all bad so it doesn’t matter.

Honestly..

My coach really upsets me sometimes. 

Whenever someone makes a dumb mistake she jokingly says “you kill yo’self”.

She doesn’t know that there are several people on her own team who have actually thought of that at one point.

Then someone asked what if they actually killed themselves. She just said she’d feel salty. 

Oh well, obviously she is just still innocent.